Jan 20,2016
幾星期前,我夢見 Jezza 豬, 她變了 (肥) 小貓天使,一直守護在我身邊,開心活潑。
也夢見 Mango & Nana, 有些情節不太合邏輯但又超級可愛!例如我準備帶 Nana 坐喵校巴時,Nana 係好遠 (著住條裙仔) 跑黎我度,當我一抱起佢,佢就投訴哥哥 (Mango 變了她的哥哥) 霸哂屋企全部衣櫃 ?!
夢中當然也有勁抱抱同鍚錫 Jezza 豬啦。好想同人分享見翻 Jezza 的喜悅,也想證實她的存在,於是我就周圍問人見唔見到佢,最後發現原來這是她送給我一人獨享的特別禮物!
昨晚,又夢見 Jezza 了,是年輕時候的她,勁 sweet!點知,無幾耐,見到佢係夢中慢慢退化,毛色變白,漸漸老去,然後最不能夠接受的事情發生了!我看著她的背影,再一次離開我!

我傷心到哭住醒,凌晨時分不停流淚。真的心碎了。點解要我再次經歷這種可怕的離別呢?好痛苦!是有什麼特別意思或信息嗎?我好想念她!

I remember clearly her massage the night she left, the scene of me carrying her as a human baby was so vivid. Is she getting ready to reincarnate, is that the message? It has been over a year now … since you left end Oct 2014. Hug. 

photo of the night reflecting my sleep pattern …  
Huge thanks to spilled milk podcast, saved me from a pair of swollen eyes the next morning. 

  

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